The last week of June and first week of July was a rather eventful one. I announced my new song, KISS of DEATH, will be releasing on the very last day of July, and I continued to promote my newest cover, an alternative rendition of Selena Gomez's “Souvenir”. As we enter the second half of 2026, I've been reflecting upon the first half and doing a sort-of impromptu audit of what I've done so far in the year. I begun working on a very ambitious project, of which KISS of DEATH is a part. It began with ‘Come out to sea…’, the first song I released this year back in February. I knew I wanted to make something with more substance in it, rather than just some sultry love songs, as I had in the past. There is plenty of space for those, but I had a lot to say, and I wanted to say it. So I conceptualized these songs into an album that represented everything that I had swirling through my head. This album will come later this year, and I will reveal the name in a post to come, but for now, just know that it holds a lot of my inner thoughts about topics that I feel strongly about. ‘Come out to sea…’ is a song written from the point of view of a man-eating siren. It's meant to be a commentary on how women are often underestimated yet coveted for our beauty, and serves as a cautionary tale. We are strong and capable of great strength and danger, just as sirens are. I was fortunate enough to work with a brilliant animator, who is a Colorado native just like myself, Julia Hill. She single-handedly animated the music video for ‘Come out to sea…’ and brought my story to life. After that, I released ‘Shedding Skin’, which is a song I wrote while I was going through a rough time mentally. I struggle with anxiety and depression, which ebbs and flows, and it was during one of these flows that I had many thoughts of stagnation, dissatisfaction, and disappointment with myself, my music, and my direction. That's when I had the idea of needing to “shed my old skin” and make my own “rebirth” happen. I thought of using a dragon as my metaphor for shedding skin rather than a snake or lizard, since I was born in the year of the dragon, and felt it made for a more powerful image. KISS of DEATH is similarly a layered song. While I want to save my deepest thoughts on that song for another post, I'll say that it encompasses the nuanced and complex feelings I have about love and marriage as a woman who experiences attraction to men in an increasingly lonely, divided world. Going forward, I have more tracks and covers to share with you before we bid farewell to 2026. I am currently working on a few collaborations, some side projects, and a second YouTube channel where I post vlogs, share my collections & hobbies, and generally nerd out over my interests. While it's a busy year, I am very grateful to have so many things going on. I hope that your 2026 has been wonderful so far, and that the rest of the year is even better. I'll see you in the next blog post!
